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Saturday, March 19, 2005
its been a long time
Really has been a while since we've met! Sigh. I miss the getting together and just catching up! My common tests are next week and I've been mugging this past week, not so great.
So how have you babes been? Busy? With Jo and her choir, Nartz and her torture. Huis! Where have you been?
My life has been a bland blob. Nothing much but one big mood swing.
Sometimes it feels like I am doing great and over him and then suddenly I would think of him and the grey clouds collect over my head and the rain just falls. I know he is probably totally over me and his life seems so happy, actually, I really don't know. But guys don't have emotions, at least that is what I believe. Sigh. So he probably didn't have any trouble letting the chopper fall and making sure we had nothing to do with each other anymore.
At times its so daunting to be like alone again, after more than a year. I thank you guys for being my friends, and my other friends too la, who have been here for me through this gross time when I need company when I feel like super low.
I don't mind being single actually, I was just feeling happy about it when I was walking home just now. Its like although I don't have that one person to be with anymore, I still have my friends and there is no responsibility to anyone anymore. Although I know I still like him. SHIT. Oh, I decided that when I finally stop thinking and hoping to see him around, I'm over him.
iloveus //
amethystwings
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