sihui // eighteen ; njc; track; NJSC
ju // eighteen ; rjc ; hockey
jo // eighteen ; acjc ; choir
nartz // eighteen ; acjc ; hockey

Friday, April 29, 2005

how am i?

hey my darlings. jo is fine, no worries. goes through periodical psychological trauma, but for the most part she's relatively sane. many many things been happening recently, yes yes? well, anyway. SYF's coming.. and although we're not really all that nervous.. i mean.. not that we're over-confident or anything.. just that the results don't really matter. as long as we do our best and make the music- which i hope we will. it'd be such a waste if we didn't.. oh well. what was my point? oh yeah.. i'm still getting a little bit stressed. maybe it's because i don't really have time to allocate to myself.. haha. all my time is spent in the glass room. which is not necessarily a bad thing- considering it's curricular, after all. but yeah. you get cut a lot! and yeah. you end up slicing off half your fingers. oh well.
i really miss you guys.
sometimes you wonder if it's really worth it.. the whole JC deal. it's so tiring and at the end of the two years i wonder if we'll ever feel that we achieved much.. as in. of course cca's a different matter, but just curricular.. it's like two more years of general education.. sigh. anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
joash is listening to weird songs. very scary. no one even understand what it means. maybe it's korean. but can't be. sounds rather.. oddly vulgar.
ANYWAY.
my life's generally alright. if i can't cope and i commit suicide i'll leave something to you guys!
although suicide is a rather pusillanimous form of escape.
OH WELL.
love you! bye!
 

iloveus // jo