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Friday, May 06, 2005
rediscovering life.
hi all!
Yeap. aaron-the-asshole (whoa, alliteration) is attached! To some SA girl, yeeon's friend. Hmm, I'm not upset or anything really, just cheesed off at the fact that he lied to me for the reason of breaking up. Like if he got sick of me or found the new girl or whatever, then say so, why did he have to say he didn't have time. its just so sickening and annoying.
And I find him an utter turn off, have found it so for a long while now. Its so disgusting! I just imagine him as a stranger and I would find him utterly slappable and blah! I dunno what was wrong with me. why did I even get involved with him? Its gross. But i shall stop being evil, cos I feel bad now.
And well, nartz cheer up!! blah. I can understand how you feel about the hockey thing, because i already feel sad that its the last month of hockey in my life, at least this kind of tournaments. Its so sad. :(
I need to stop thinking that I would be forever left on the shelf. Its so negative. Just that I was thinking about it just now, and realised that its so difficult to find someone that I really want. Its so difficult to find someone to attain most of what you want in a guy. So I think I'll be waiting forever.
iloveus //
amethystwings
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