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Saturday, November 26, 2005
sad.
since none of us really read this blog.. i thought i might as well use it to vent.
isn't it strange how people can go from being the best of friends to nothing at all? haha and DO NOT FEAR, i am not talking about us.. in our case, it's pretty acceptable, considering different schools and all that stuff.. but i'm sure that when we get back into the mode.. we'll be tgt and we'll be fine.
but isn't it just so sad how extreme the changes can be? well, you can't expect friendships forged in the midst of flurry and severe stress to last forever, i know.. and i guess to a certain extent i can understand how other friendships would naturally take precedence. but it's sad. it really is.
i'm sorry if i'm being melancholy, guys. i'm just ranting because i feel so. so. sad.
i miss them. and of course, i miss you. but with you guys, i know that we'll definitely be there for each other in the end. that after all this madness, we'll somehow be alright again. with them, i know i'm probably never going to see them again. going through all the photographs of the past year, and especially the past month, i just feel this horrible pang of sadness that these people who you got to know so well, so late and so quickly are just going to fade out of your life like they never were.. and you know it'd be the same for you in their lives. and you WANT to try to hold on. you just know you can't. and that it's pointless. because in a couple of months, they won't remember you. and if you talk to them? they'll just think that you're a strange changeling who tries too hard to hold on to something that'll never be.
and that's sad.
so. so. sad.
iloveus //
jo
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